it's an unremarkable day. one that i shouldn't even pen as nothing exciting and new has occured. however, my thoughts are a million miles away....and i am desperately trying to align them with the location of my body.....or, at least, to have them within yelling distance of my body. my heart is broken. my trust is shattered. and my hopes are minimal. i am questioning my own sense of right and wrong and playing a manipulative game of semantics with my own consciousness. i pray that a fellow artist would find me in my darkness and walk a few miles with me in this journey they call life.